well I think I finally have some kind of plan. We're going to try for one more baby (doing everything in my power for a girl) and then we're done. We'll be saving for the next two years so I can do a year at MLL and get my clinical stuff in and should have a good chunk of everything else done and ready to sit the NARM... hopefully. But then we're done having kids and I'm able to focus on being a midwife.
A part of me is sad to be "done" but I'm really ready I think to move on to a new chapter. I'm excited to see my children growing up and focusing on midwifery. I hope in that time that we can also maybe buy some land and move to the country.