scared

Written 1/24 after previous days of contractions
....more contractions, they started about an hour ago (11:30) they're getting harder and closer toghether. I'm really having to breathe and move through them. I'm having a hard time concentrating and relaxing, mostly I think because I'm scared. It's way to early. There's no chance of survival this early... I don't understand why I'm having these. I don't have a UTI, I'm staying well hydrated, I'm not getting any spotting or apparently cervical change.
Please Lord let my baby be okay...